To all my friends in UTM, I Love You All.

I will going to miss you all.Bye.



Mou daijoubu shinpai nai to nakisou na watashi no soba de
itsumo kawaranai egao de sasayaite kureta
mada mada mada yareru yo datte itsu demo kagayaiteru
toki ni wa isogisugite miushinau koto mo aru yo shikatanai
zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de
itsumo no you ni dakishimeta
anata no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou
arigatou arigatou Best Friend
.
Konna ni takusan no shiawase kanjiru toki wa shunkan de
koko ni iru subete no nakama kara saikou no purezento
mada mada mada yareru yo datte itsu demo minna soba ni iru
kitto ima koko de yari togerareru koto sonna koto mo chikara nikawaru
zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de
itsumo no you ni dakishimeta
minna no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou
arigatou arigatou Best Friend

Toki ni wa isogisugite miushinau koto mo aru yo shikatanai
zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de
itsumo no you ni dakishimeta
anata no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou
arigatou arigatou Best Friend

Zutto zutto zutto Best Friend

Today's Model

On the negative eleventh day before I really leave Johore and UTM.
This is the model in his most passionate pose. On my "tilam". Maybe he has a big problem in his mind. Yeah cheer up Airi.

A little pain - Olivia

This is the songs from the ending of NANA anime. I really love that anime. I am still watching it in You Tube. Because of my slow internet connection and blocked to P2P I cannot download the avi version of NANA. I just love this Romantic, touching, comedy (and all other genre) anime. Enjoy "A Little Pain by Olivia or Reira Trapness...

How my desk looks like...

This is how it looks like. Like my head. "kacau bilau" and "huru hara". I can't imagine everyday I am going through. I felt really suicidal. I hate myself and everything around me. I just want to live happy but I cannot really stand the trial everyday. I am getting weaker than getting stronger each day.
I hope there is light waiting in the end of the tunnel.(Above shows my table lamp with Ubuntu sticker on it.)

Hint Marketing!!!

Damn it I don't know from which book are them...

just read page 5, 21(public group), 24(economic), 31(marketing research), 32, 33, 34, 35, 39, 41, 42, 46(segmentation by consumer markets), 49(selecting market segment), 50, 51(till no 5 only), 56(brands), 57, 65(cause of failure to get market acceptance), 66, 67, 68, 69, 75(marketing obj), 81(market skimming strategy), 82(market penetration strategy), 88, 89(vertical marketing system), 90, 92(physical distribution and logistic), 93, 104(promotion mix)-105, 112, 113, 114, 118, 119(selling process)-120, 132(def of customer value and satisfaction), 133.

I am dead meat....aaaa

Why giving up?

Why giving up?
Yes it is not easy to continue.
But it is the way it should be.
Human sustain because the persistent.
Why, why?
Everything seems so heavy.
My shoulder is going down.
The sky is getting higher.
As the wind is getting stronger.
I can never touch the rainbow.
I am going deeper.
Rather than higher.
Failure dragging me.
No sweet words in my ears.
Just people leaving in my eyes.
Further and further.
Than I close my eyes.
Try not to listen to any songs of the wind.
Wind becomes storm.
Rainbow become rain.
No more tears of joy.
Just the unwanted weeping.
Continuously.

-elvinado-

Planetarium - Otsuka Ai

I watched Hana Yori Dango long time ago and found out that the theme song is this song. I like this song so much...